Insomia kicks in...

Insomia has been part of my lifestyle recently. Deprivation of sleep renders me cranky. I may feel tired every night when i lay in bed,getting ready to fall asleep but i just can't seem to fall asleep as easily as before. I toss and turn until the wee hours in the morning. Sara.. I'm like you now.. Hahaha!

As if it is not bad enough, I have weird dreams and sometimes nightmares. Dreams that i have no recollection of when i wake up. Since i can't put my finger to its content, sometimes i just assume that it did not actually happen.

Dreams often portray events which are impossible or unlikely in physical reality, and are usually outside the control of the dreamer. Similar to alot of people, I too have sought meaning in my dreams. I guess dreams are a response to neural processes during sleep, psychologically as reflections of the unconscious or even predictions of the future.

In restrospect, I guess it doesn't really matter what ur dreams are about. I believe in destiny. If it is meant to happen,it will. Sometimes the dream does become reality and i will go like, " Deja Vu! " Hahaha! I guess my crankiness is taking charge soon.. blabbering now...

What do you expect? Doing the same-o stuff everyday at home...Honestly,i feel incapacitated to a certain extent. It's antagonizing! Since i'm free like a bird,i might as well work my ass off. Exercise till i could no longer. Today will be the start. I've not pushed myself for a long time. I love the adrenalin rush! The endorphins makes one happy and that is what i need,what i crave.....